Half of my posts are so cringy.. i should just delete all of it, blog, hide myself, ban myself from the internet. Or i could just keep myself under control.. and we all know that's not gonna happen. So here it is.. another cringy blog.. i could totally regret this tomorrow :'D
I wasn't always like this.. direct and too honest at times.. i never talked about my feelings to people i cared about most.. to those i should tell how i feel or what i think.. so i fucked up most things.. Life has a funny way of teaching you right from wrong, not saying that there is right or wrong choice because you never really know what's right.. you never really know what's going to happen, people die, in a blink of an eye you can lose a person that is very important to you, people leave, time passes, we make mistakes and of course life is full of unpredictable things.. So why not.. why shouldn't i tell you i love you? If i really mean it.. I mean.. there could be one person after you that i will love twice as much, or maybe i won't ever love, maybe there will be no tomorrow.. what if someone dies and I never get the chance to tell you that you are important to me? I can't promise you i'll love you forever, because forever is a long time, time we don't know nothing about.. but sure as hell i can promise you that when i say i love you i really mean it. I love you right now, you make me happy and i'm glad i know you. We are so dumb this days.. i hate to be vulnerable.. i hate giving people the ability to destroy me in any given moment, cause not all people have big harts and good intentions. I could totally regret this tomorrow, or hell i might even regret this today.. but i believe that what i'm thinking right now is right.. i'm not stupid or naive.. i love you, because of you, because of who you are and because you make my days lil' bit brighter. naive it would be to expect the same from you.. believing that you feel the same way.. that would be naive. And the reason i'm telling you this is because i think you deserve to know, that you deserve to feel special and loved.
There, that's all.. i felt the need to tell this "out loud"..
bodte u rožcah.
I wasn't always like this.. direct and too honest at times.. i never talked about my feelings to people i cared about most.. to those i should tell how i feel or what i think.. so i fucked up most things.. Life has a funny way of teaching you right from wrong, not saying that there is right or wrong choice because you never really know what's right.. you never really know what's going to happen, people die, in a blink of an eye you can lose a person that is very important to you, people leave, time passes, we make mistakes and of course life is full of unpredictable things.. So why not.. why shouldn't i tell you i love you? If i really mean it.. I mean.. there could be one person after you that i will love twice as much, or maybe i won't ever love, maybe there will be no tomorrow.. what if someone dies and I never get the chance to tell you that you are important to me? I can't promise you i'll love you forever, because forever is a long time, time we don't know nothing about.. but sure as hell i can promise you that when i say i love you i really mean it. I love you right now, you make me happy and i'm glad i know you. We are so dumb this days.. i hate to be vulnerable.. i hate giving people the ability to destroy me in any given moment, cause not all people have big harts and good intentions. I could totally regret this tomorrow, or hell i might even regret this today.. but i believe that what i'm thinking right now is right.. i'm not stupid or naive.. i love you, because of you, because of who you are and because you make my days lil' bit brighter. naive it would be to expect the same from you.. believing that you feel the same way.. that would be naive. And the reason i'm telling you this is because i think you deserve to know, that you deserve to feel special and loved.
There, that's all.. i felt the need to tell this "out loud"..
bodte u rožcah.
